Well now. It’s been a little over a week since the UK Government decreed that we must all stay indoors, apart from a once daily government mandated bit of exercise or shopping (for food or medicine, obviously, not furs and furniture…). I started showing suspicious symptoms on or around the 20th, so I was already on lockdown, although honestly, I’ve lost track of time a little. A dry cough, mild fever, and a headache – oh gods, that headache. There was also a sprinkling of chest pain/tightness, and a bit of a sore throat at the start, but the headache was the worst.
It’s eased now and I am no longer bone-achingly tired, so some of my normal routine has resumed. By “routine” I mean I am getting up and putting clothes on sometime before 11am, and I sit at my computer and try to do work-like activities, and then in the late afternoon I am changing into loungewear and reverting back to eating all the cheese. It’s kind of like Christmas only without the joy.
In the first week or so I very much launched myself into “yes, I will arrange for all of my singing lessons to go online and I will stream live music, and I will Be Productive”. I organised a new microphone for teaching online and got myself set up on Zoom and Calendly. Unfortunately, I suspect that since singing lessons are basically a luxury, and a lot of people are facing a time of zero income, that despite the online offering, I’m probably not going to be anywhere near as busy as I was. I’ve gone from 16 sessions a week to 3, which is a bit of a dip. Thankfully most people do seem to want to return after this is all over, so all I have to do is last out this next few months.
My gigs are all also cancelled or postponed until much later in the year so no income there, but the BandCamp day on Friday 20th March earned me some sales. I’ve put everything in my back catalogue up for “pay what you feel”though. I’d rather it’s there for everyone and not just people who can afford it. Heaven knows we all need some nice distraction right now.
We will manage. My better half is still working full time and we thankfully have some savings tucked away. We’re not touching his fundraised money for surgery – that is stowed safely and I’m hoping we can resume fundraising and saving for that once this is all over and I have an income once again. Meanwhile, I am continuing to write the Udemy singing course that I started working on before this kicked off. In the short term, it might be just the ticket for people who want to start learning to sing, and in the long term I can add more courses once I’ve learned how to do it.
I guess the main thing right now is adapting to this new normal. I thought I’d be all fired up and want to write more new music, but the reality is I’m tired, scared, and can only really focus on one moment at a time. I find the news and social media overwhelming and there are some days where all I really want to do is hole up in bed with a book. I have to remind myself that these are strange hard times for everyone, and that this will pass. Because it will. There will be a time when we all look back and say “remember when..?” and we will feel so glad and grateful it is over and we can be out in the sun with our friends again.
I have been consistently impressed with our friends and neighbours and with all of the stories I am reading on social media about people coming together to help one another. The silver linings do exist, although that will be scant comfort to people who lose loved ones to this.
Not really sure what else to add. I did a livestreamed gig for CoronaGig which can still be watched on their page, I’ll probably aim to do another such event in a month or so. Maybe with some new songs if I’ve managed to move into a more productive stage of things!
Meanwhile, stay safe, stay well, and stay home! Wash your hands, practice physical distancing, and remember that this too will pass. Our time in the sun will come.
If you are interested in learning to sing via online singing lessons, please check out my page and drop me a message on the contact form!Β